Questioning the ephemeral quality of a performance, the artist published a documentation of an act he did in 2017. The textual score of the performance and the visual material became an independent art book. Suspended between a theoretical lecture and a personal diary style, the publication captures a subjective experience of non binary person who practices sex with gay men. The project poses questions on the place of body in our language, appropriation of sexuality by marketing and consumerism and problems in defining non-binary identity. Photographs and texts: Julek Malinowski, Book Design: Wikor Gromadzki